Chasing

Right now, you're all I need
Claw you in, sink into me
Only want you here to break the silence
There's no point to hide the way that I've been

Open up, pull you close
Then drain you out and leave you comatose
Drowning in these habits, there's no way out
Microwave the plate and push the weight down

Is this what I've become?
Dead eyes when I go numb
Breath it in, but it's not enough
God, I hate the way that I can't stop

Lost count of the nights I've wasted
Blacked out in crowd of faces
Hands back, no hesitation
It's the control I'm chasing

Crawling on my hands and knees
I broke the skin just to watch it bleed
I still crave the feeling when it's killing me
Through cracks I'm falling

But it's too late now, I'm in too deep
Burned through all the friends I've had so carelessly
I would only hurt you more than you'd hurt me
And no matter how you feel, I'll always leave

Is this what I've become?
Dead eyes when I go numb
Breath it in, but it's not enough
God, I hate the way that I can't stop

Lost count of the nights I've wasted
Blacked out in crowd of faces
Hands back, no hesitation
It's the control I'm chasing

Is this what I've become?
Dead eyes when I go numb
Breath it in, but it's not enough
God, I hate the way that I can't stop

Lost count of the nights I've wasted
Blacked out in crowd of faces
Hands back, no hesitation
It's the control I'm chasing

It's the control I'm chasing
It's the control I'm chasing
It's the control I'm chasing
It's the control I'm chasing