My Room Smells Like Alcohol

And I told my mom
Never gonna trust no bitch
Look at me now, look at what I did
Wanna fucking quit
When I get up
I fall down yet again

I'm a fuck up, a fuck up
That’s my quirk yo
No friends, no job
Make it work though
Going through it real bad, nigga no joke
Pretty girls, fast cars
Feel like Convolk

The girl of my dreams
Is fucking someone else
Got a box of magnums sitting on my fucking shelf
I don't fucking use 'em cause the only thing I’m fucking
Is fucking up my life with all
The pills and all the drugs and all the
Girls that I kiss
All the calls that I miss
Taking that, taking this
I'm so tired of the shit
I got cuts on my wrist
And my room smells like piss
I'm too scared to kill myself
So Imma stay here for a bit

Four walls
Smell like alcohol
Baby tell me will I fall again?
No, we can't make amends
Hang from the ceiling, you out there with him
Never gonna trust no bitch
Look at me now, look at what I did
Wanna fucking quit
When I get up
I fall down yet again

And all the cigarettes
And nicotine
Is all because you're so damn mean and I
Can't let go
Cause you're still here
I'll kill you over and over again
Cause that bitch she took
Everything
Like why the fuck did this happen to me?
And Imma kill that bitch
With my two hands
I just wish you could understand

I’m a fuck up, a fuck up
That’s my quirk yo
No friends, no job
Make it work though
Going through it real bad, nigga no joke
Pretty girls, fast cars
Feel like Convolk