It's Not The End

How can I explain a loss this great
No one will ever comprehend it or feel the weight
I used to pray that this day would never come
But I guess no one got the message

We'll meet again
Don't know where or when
But we'll meet again
Some sunny day
Then I'll be at peace
Forever in sleep
With our memories
Playing on repeat

But for now I wait and hope
I've never felt more alone
Inside the home that I grew up in
What I'd give just to hear you speak
Or one more day of mundane routine
It's the little things that cut so deep

There's not a moment in my life
That has left me this traumatised
(Traumatised, traumatised, traumatised)
Learning to navigate and find
My way without your guide
(Without your guide, without your guide, without your guide)

They say blood is thicker
Than water but I know that statement it isn't true
No amount of blood can
Measure the undying love I had for you

All my greatest moments
You were right there by my side
No matter what it took to get there
You'd make the sacrifice
Watching you deteriorate
Whilst putting on the bravest face
Broke my heart in a million ways
You deserved so much more

There's not a moment in my life
That has left me this traumatised
(Traumatised, traumatised, traumatised)
Learning to navigate and find
My way without your guide
(Without your guide, without your guide, without your guide)

I'd sit in the dark and listen to your heart
Beating for the ones you love
And just another chance of sunlight on your skin
Surrounded by your children
The warm breeze flowing through the trees
And hearing laughter from your family
I know we don't get to have you here forever
But before you go I want you to know

It's not the end
We'll meet again
I don't know where
I don't know when
Let's say goodbye
With a smile
Just for a while dear
We must part

It's not the end
We'll meet again
I don't know where
I don't know when
Let's say goodbye
With a smile
Just for a while dear
We must part