HEAVEN IN MY VENS

I still taste your name
On the back of my tongue
Cold room
Low light
You make the dark
Feel young

You move like a bad idea
Slow hands
Heavy breath
Every time you pull me close
I forget
What happens next

You keep looking at me
Like you want me to stay
Then you disappear again
Before I can say your name

You touch me
Like you miss me
Then leave me in the night
You make me feel electric
Then kill every light

We keep dancing through the damage
Like we don't know how to stop
Every second that I lose you
Makes me want you more
Than not

God
Why do you feel like heaven
In my veins?
Why do I whisper your name
Like a prayer
In the rain?
You ruin me
So beautifully
I don't wanna be saved

God
Every time you look at me that way
I lose my mind
I lose my breath
I would give you everything
That's left

All my friends keep telling me
You're only gonna leave
But they don't know the way you hold me
Like I'm everything you need

I know you're dangerous
I know exactly what you'll do
But every time you walk away
I only run to you

You sleep beside me
Like a ghost
Still burning through my chest
Your lipstick on the collar
Of my shirt
Looks better than the mess

I count the seconds
That you're gone
One by one again
You make obsession
Feel like love
You pull me back in

We get too close
To let this die
Too far
To make it right
If loving you is dangerous
Then leave me here tonight

God
Why do you feel like heaven
In my veins?
Why do I whisper your name
Like a prayer
In the rain?
You ruin me
So beautifully
I don't wanna be saved

God
Every time you look at me that way
I lose my mind
I lose my breath
I would give you everything
That's left

Stay
You know I can't let go
You're under my skin tonight
You're the only thing I know

God
If this is what it means to drown
Then pull me deeper now

God
Why do you feel like heaven
In my veins?
Like every sin inside my body
Only answers to your name
You ruin me
So beautifully
I don't wanna be saved

God
If loving you destroys me slow
Then hold me closer
Don't let go