If I Disappear

My name fades like a slow memory in the background
You blink once and I'm gone like a lived in the background

Breathe in
I'm not there
Breathe out
I was never there

If I disappear
Would it clear your head?
If I fade tonight
If I fade tonight
Would you feel the air
If I disappear
Would you even notice at all?
If I fade tonight
Would you sleep the same

You look at me with eyes I can't decode
Full of love or empty as a ghost

Breathe in
I'm not there
Breathe out
I was never there

If I disappear
Would it clear your head?
If I fade tonight
If I fade tonight
Would you feel the air
If I disappear
Would you even notice at all?
If I fade tonight
Would you sleep the same

Tell me, was I ever real to you?
Or just a shadow passing through?