The Weight Of Your World

This won't take too long
I admit that I was wrong
To think I could ever make
These thoughts go away

It's a part of who I am
That much, I understand
And I'll never be ashamed
As I do embrace

Light
It disappears
Then fades to black
Night
Relive my fears
No turning back

There's comfort in this cold
A message to my old
Ways in which I once loved
And to who I once was
Destined to overthink
Till under the worlds I sink
And I'll do whatever it takes
As I still embrace

Light
It disappears
Then fades to black
Night
Relive my fears
No turning back

Turning back from this

I was too weak to see all this at first
Nobody said how low
I could get until it started to hurt
Everyone I know

So do what you can or do nothing at all
I'm still waiting for time to pass
Till I can see in ways that you always said were so perfectly mine to have
When starving for closure is all that you know
You long to be closer with nothing to show for it
And when no one sees you in the end you must carry the weight of your world on your own

('Cause you wear me out and wear me well)
(It just might be myself)
(Come think of it)

Life
It reappears
No turning back
Turning back