I Hate Myself for Being Jealous

doushite watashi dake? ajiwau pein
makeinu wo purei fukou e no torein
dareka to kurabete tada tsukarete

kuyashikute kore ga genjitsu watashi ni nakute anata no te ni iru
kazoerenai kibou ni kareshi mo hikaru bibou tonari da to kanashii
sonna no muri da yo, aitsu chotto uzakunai?
ga watashi no kuchiguse dakedo anata wa
kitto ikeru yo, watashi wa doumo omowanai, ga kuchiguse
umaku ouen mo dekinai ari no suyori kokoro ga semai

doushite watashi dake? ajiwau pein
makeinu wo purei fukou e no torein
dareka to kurabete tada tsukarete
kurakute chiisai chippoke na jinsei
shitto suru jibun koroshite e mittomonai
saki mo kosarete hitori da oitekarete saraba

rekka shiteru dake jibaku shiteru dake

doushite watashi dake? ajiwau pein
makeinu wo purei fukou e no torein
dareka to kurabete tada tsukarete
kurakute chiisai chippoke na jinsei
shitto suru jibun koroshite e mittomonai
saki mo kosarete hitori da oitekarete saraba