If I Only Knew

I'm so tired
And you feed the fire
Round and round
Going through the night
This thing is falling
It's so ironic

I'm so far away
From my heart
When all is lost
I can't see the light
But I keep running
Where am I going?

I came undone
From all that's fake
But deep inside
I'm carrying all the weight
¨Never look back¨
It's not an easy trail
When it seems like the past
Never goes away

If I only knew