The Language I Speak (12817 Home Recording)

Hello it's been a long time
I'll bring you up to speak
I have no trouble so far
To find the language I speak

Sometimes I understand it
But sometimes it's lost on me
So I must continue moving
To find the language I speak

Weirdly I float above it
The panic that's underneath
The smile that's on the surface
I've become a machine

So I flew to outer space and
And saw how they talk and think
And narrowly left with my life
Now I know what I need

And I learn new ways to bargain
And I learn new ways to dream
But who in the end will love me
Love me in the language I speak

So long it's been a pleasure
But I should be on my way
Promise to go to visit
If I remember your name

But likely I won't return here
There's more out there for me
And if only in my imagination
There's a language I speak
I speak