Moving On

I sleep because I'm bored
Being awake is such a chore
I sleep to get away from all the things I can't ignore

Cause when I'm awake
All I hear is a whisper in my ear
What she's been up to you need to listen
What will you do or say

And honestly I don't wanna talk about it
It's been three months
I don't wanna hear about it
She found a new man
She's excited about it
But go fuck yourself for telling me about it out of spite

I had this feeling deep down inside of me
She wanted that love so unconditionally
But tha need for love
Is probably
What makes her move so hastily

But anyway thanks for asking if I'm ok
I'd tell you I'm fine
But wasn't I really say
There are more important things in life coming my way
But for now I'm going to sleep and there I'll
Stay

'Cause I'm my dreams nothing ever seems to fray
If I kill myself nothing happens there I lay
And when I wake feeling better than yesterday
But I'll never forget when I made you walk away

When I stood atop that staircase
I know it's the last time I'd see your face
You turned and gave a hug goodbye
It hadn't clicked I saw it in your eyes
That I'm the man you loved but also despised
And it makes me sad to hear your name
But I hope that you're happier now
And maybe one day you'll forgive somehow