Crybaby

I hope you're dead, I put a hex
You know I loved you too
And you said: I get upset, but mostly obsessed
And I guess that's true

At least I don't build walls around me
At least I call when I say I will
Hey, you say it's a joke, it's funny
Okay I know, yeah I know, but still

I felt alright now I wanna die when I look at you
And: It's only sex, I couldn't care less
Couldn't feel less true

(So I said)
Fuck it, I'll try
I'll make them cry like you made me do
'Cause I don't get well
I give them hell like you taught me to

So act like you don't come from money
And when they ask I'll say upstate
Yeah, say [?] or something
I'll say it now, but I know it's late

I don't wanna start again
I wanna feel like I did then
I guess you just can't make pretend
That you're dead, you're dead, you're dead

Fuck it, I'll try
I'll make them cry like you made me do
'Cause I don't get well
I give them hell like you taught me to