Introduction: Silver Linings

It's like I woke up one day and I just feel so fucking old
Like, all I can think about is all of the chances that I have missed
All of the people that I fucking miss
And I can't go back, like, that's it, I fucking wasted it
I wasted my life
I guess the silver lining is
I didn't die young and my dad is probably happy about that
I don't know if I am though
I don't, I don't know if I am