Paradise

There's an old empty house
That sits on the top of a hill
The windows are shackles and the air it's thin
Once you're inside the walls close in
We grow up alone
We grow up to fast
In that house is sink or swim
When you fight to survive
You quickly learn that
Everybody wants something

I, oh I change my name
I'd run and I'd run and I'd hide
In a secret place they never
They never find it
Not for the week minded
Show me all your scars
I'll be delighted
Don't you know that
I turn my back on grace
And rule darkened paradise

Run I'd run I'd hide

Just down the hall
Broke down kids and we bound to fall (yeah)
Never woulda thought I would astound you all
I thought I hide back deep till I found it all
I gotta a long list of my problems (problems)
Pack a day tryna solve'em (solve'em)
Gotta a dark pass
I got dark thoughts
So I poop pills to dissolve'em
Tryna find a house that I call home
I remember how I fell
I was all alone
Ya talking to myself in a cell phone
Ringing I been calling out
For help be in hell long (to long)
Uh, meet the devil, I pay the price
Found God but no slave to Christ
Blind before but I see the light
I bought one-way ticket to the paradise

I, oh I change my name
I'd run and I'd run and I'd hide
In a secret place
They'd never, they'd never find it
Not for the week minded
Show me all your scars
I'll be delighted
Don't you know that
Turn my back on grace
And rule darkened paradise

Run and I'd run and I'd hide

I've heard the time heals everything
That broke down house got a new coat of paint
I still feel it everywhere
The walls close in
That unbreathable air
Are they so different, your house and mine?
Both have their secrets buried inside
When we grow up
We all fight to survive
Everybody wants something

Run and I'd run and I'd hide

Bought one-way ticket into paradise