Memories

I have another drink because I'm scared at night, I
I'm pale here alone, girl
I know your eyes lie
I don't need a friend, I need someone to die by my side
Lying here alone, I think I'm finally flying

I'm afraid of dying alone, these problems are never solved
I know you're awake and waiting for me to call you
But girl, I'm trying to move on and you won't leave me alone
Trying to keep myself from crying softly, I'm really dying

Everything getting colder, all this shit on my shoulder
Here and dying alone, there's nothing left and I'm sober
I just want to move on, but I don't know if we're done
I just want to move on, but you're not giving me a closure
No one here to help me I have been traveling
Damn bitch, am I dead or alive?

No one around me I pass, but they don't hear
I'm seeing demons at night they want me to slip
There's nothing here for me I'm flying abroad
They have no love for me, just broken memories
Your love is all I need, but now you've overcome me
Everything we could have been, is a hopeless poem for me

I have another drink because I'm scared at night, I
I'm pale here alone, girl
I know your eyes lie
I don't need a friend, I need someone to die by my side
Lying here alone, I think I'm finally flying

I'm afraid of dying alone, these problems are never solved
I know you're awake and waiting for me to call you
But girl, I'm trying to move on and you won't leave me alone
Trying to keep myself from crying softly, I'm really dying