Ambitions

Said I’m lost
Everyday
I don’t know
Where to go
From where I find myself now
Stuck down in the mud
My ambitions
Are all gone
I need guidance
To keep up
With everything
Everyone
Around me

22 years gone
I feel like
I haven’t done
Half of what I wanted too
It is what it is
22 years gone
2020 Is fucked up
I’m just saying what I see
It is what it is

Why do I
Feel that I
Suck on everything I do
I have no reasons
To complain
About my life
But still
I’m never happy
I wish I could do more than this
I wish I could be more than this
Joke

22 years gone
I feel like
I haven’t done
Half of what I wanted too
It is what it is
22 years gone
2020 Is fucked up
I’m just saying what I see
It is what it is
It is what it is
It is what it is
It is what it is
It is what it is

My ambitions are all gone
But I just need a little bit more time to keep it up
But I don't know how, when and where I should've started
I don't even know the place where I came from anymore, so
Day and night, all the time, I always think about
All the shit I have and haven't done to this point
I'm filling up my mind with every single shit I can think off
With every memory I fucked it up

22 years gone
I feel like
I haven’t done
Half of what I wanted too
It is what it is
22 years gone
2020 Is fucked up
I’m just saying what I see
It is what it is
It is what it is
It is what it is
It is what it is
It is what it is