Father Death

All that I treasured, all that I loved
Vanished away
All that I used to hold up high
I burnt down
Now I'm standing at the very end
Without empathy without no friends
How could I get so weakened and blind?
Tell me

Under a moment of aberration
I lost it all
Little innocent spawn of mine
Come back to me now
Condemn since I was a little child
To roam with the exiled
How could I be so goddamned blind
Oh, how I wish I could rewind

I can't believe what I have done
I've slowly killed my firstborn son
What I've gained and what I've won
I wish I had it all undone
A last confession from my mind
Affirmation of the sickest rind
I can't believe what I have done

I stopped to breath in early days
And I closed my eyes
Didn't listen to what was said
I was living in lies
In a withering shroud of dust
Built of all that I have lost
It's gone too far, my vision's blind
Now that I am dying here