It's Not a Matter Of

I don't say that it ain't an offer
I don't say it won't give me pain
It's not a matter of season
I've given this away
But the joy it brings is so much greater
And the fear is so much less
I don't say i'll always be smiling
I don't say all days will be bright
It's not a matter of season
I've given this away
But my heart can't stop the beating
And my feet can't stop the dance