Torn Portrait

This torn portrait
Was out of focus
So focus on setting
The clock back

To before you were born
And enjoy being nothing
When you
Can't cast a shadow

Can't cast a shadow
Where nothing is absent
Your absence is nothing

Our existence is the same way
Experience we borrow

This is
Just a
Very long
Boring dream

It caused the conundrum
Wake me up or kill me

Can you help me wake up?