Hard Drug

Opening maps to see
How far away we are
It's mental
The distance that separates us
Spaced out with the coffee
And your peculiar
Living room with the gathering charm
No women bother but you
Half a cigarette of you
And now it blows me away
Like a hard drug

Chainsmoke and heavy drinking it's all I can do
So hard to find a person
End life with you
It's everyday love we are used to
But today it kills me that you're not in it

It's really a mess to see how grey things are
Collecting pictures and it's objectified not us
Take me out the most suppressive claws
Of your giant sparkling city
I am gathering too
Scrolling for bookmarks with you
It's cold turkey from a very hard drug

Chainsmoke and heavy drinking it's all I can do
So hard to find a person end life with you
It's everyday love we are used to
But it crucifies me that you're not in it