I Don't Know

I don't know, the truth is I kinda miss you
This armor doesn't fit no more
But I don't know if I want what I always dreamed of
Or was too lost to see what was going on

Don't know if I want something new, or what it should be
Don't know if it was real or just the image I thought that you would be

I love to remind of feeling of when you held me
But I don't know if it was true love
If deep down I felt something missing

I love to forget
All the things about us that made me mad
But truth is I don't know
How much time we had left

I don't know what would it be
If we weren't there that day
In another reality without goodbyes to say

I don't know if you felt or if it was just pretend
I wont ever know
I do not know own anyone not even myself

A goodbye is never easy but I'm glad you said
I gave up the dream of finding out what we could've had
What worth it would it be just living for the fantasy
If the life with you would leave me feeling so lonely?
I don't know

Pain taught me to know the right time to leave
To not fight for something that wont be good to me
If we could turn back in time, what would it be?
I never knew then and I'll never get to see