Order In The Court

I line up for my shot
The judgement that I won
It's order in the court
So I wait
For the fist to cross my face
And mess my features back in place
So I can look more like myself
Close enough so you can't tell
How the blood that bakes my brain has gone and changed
I'm not the person you once loved
And I'm not sure I ever was
You see I'm always caught between
Where I've been and where I'll be
Who I've met and who I'm about to meet
I'm forever present tense
It's where I start and where I end