Conscious Control

What if I quit blaming myself for everything?
What if I threw both of my hands up, let it be
What if I quit shaming myself for what I need?
Accepted all my mess, all my mistakes, my suffering

Love's not in your
Conscious control
Love's not in your
Conscious control

Freeze a frame, floating through the cosmos belly up
I'm not okay, I don't need to be for anyone
Did you move to Brooklyn, did you quit your job?
Are you also lost in orbit, have you found new love?
You think I don't care, but I never stopped

Love's not in your
Conscious control
Love's not in your
(Too much, too much for anyone)
Conscious control
(Too much, too much for anyone)