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There's no love in sight right now
The snow is getting thicker around
I'm always left behind
I'm always left behind
I've lost my smile long time ago
Everything was fine until I see you go
I am the last to know
I am the last to know

I tried to close my eyes and I fail
Thoughts keep coming up and I can't sail
And shut down my mind
And shut down my mind
My tears are like waterfalls of my soul
I'm walking away from this world
I'm always here alone
I'm always here alone

It's like the world got heavier
And its people got scaried
And the affection (to oppression)
The love (to corruption)
The murder (to redemption)
The sky is gonna break up

My mind is gonna break up

It's like the world got heavier
And its people got scaried
Maybe one day I'll stand up
And raise my head once again
All the lights are turning off
My hopes are not alive anymore
And all I can see in this chaos
Is that my way is still so far

I'm still confused
What am I supposed to do?