please hold me

I'm on my own most times
And I hate every part of it
I fight all my fights alone
I spend all my nights alone

And I draw my lines
Way too close to myself
Nobody gets through to me
Nobody knows the real me

So if you wanna hold me
Please just do
Cause I'm so sick of being lonely
I’d do anything for you

And if you wanna kiss me
I’d let you
If it makes me feel less lonely
I don’t care if I'm being used

Often I talk to myself
Still so scared of getting help
Have no one to talk to and
No one who cares enough to know

That I'm bad at doing this
Never know how to say it
But I need you close right now
And I need to be held somehow

Stay right here with me tonight
Stay right here with me, alright?
Stay right here with me tonight
Stay right here with me, alright?