Trial Run

It's just as bad as I thought it would be
Finding out from someone else that you’re moving on from me
And I heard that there's a picture, but I'm too afraid to see
'Cause what if you look happy and she’s prettier than me

I woke up in the middle of my nightmare
Have to face the fear you really don’t care
You moved on and found someone, it’s not fair
At all

What if now you know that I was never the one
I was just the first one you happened to love
Did you need me to leave for you to find what you want
Did you find what you want?
Did you find what you
Couldn’t see with me
I gave you everything, but
What if all that I was was a trial run?
The one before the one

I'm alone in bed, but I know she’s next to you
Don't know a single thing about her and I hope I never do
'Cause I compare everyone to you, and I thought you did that too
But if you did, that means
She’s better than me

I woke up in the middle of my nightmare
Have to face the fear you really don’t care
You moved on and found someone, it’s not fair
At all

What if now you know that I was never the one
I was just the first one you happened to love
Did you need me to leave for you to find what you want
Did you find what you want?
Did you find what you
Couldn’t see with me
I gave you everything, but
What if all that I was was a trial run?
The one before the one

Why does it feel like somebody died
Were you moving on this whole time?
While I’ve been stuck, on the same side

Why does it feel like somebody died
Were you moving on this whole time?
I may not be the one, but you’re mine
You're still mine

What if now you know that I was never the one
I was just the first one you happened to love
Did you need me to leave for you to find what you want
Did you find what you want?
Did you find what you
Couldn’t see with me
I gave you everything, but
What if all that I was was a trial run?
The one before the one