Mama's Eyes (Unreleased)

Yeah
Fuck Cole, nigga
Jermaine is in this
Yeah

Seeing this world through a blurry lens, feening for exposure

Finding it hard to remember friends back when we was closer
I was lost looking for a end, how am I supposed
To make it out when I'm keeping in the saddest of emotions?

Forgive me if I wronged you, I'm still a child at times
A prisoner of my ego, my insecure design
A product of my childhood, somebody get my star
Both me and you been on a mission to find who we are

It's hidden somewhere deeper, behind that wall of pain
Thee way your heart would light up when mama called yo name
Before that stranger came hogging up your time
Making you think 'bout what you said before you said it in your mind, so you

Just keep that to yourself, nobody gives a fuck
Confused 'cause you feel special, they tell you zip it up
Well, this is how it must be, don't fret, you just to judge
One day you'll tell the microphone: You know here, listen up

I realize I don't know the color of your eyes
Which is revealing 'cause I looked at you a million times
And what it tells me is that, no matter what you called
The truth is hard to swallow, I don't know you at all

And you don't know me either, yes, I've been hiding from you
I don't feel safe around here, yet, still inside, I love you
I seen too much to trust you, I show you what I choose
Still holding on to my dreams, I got a lot to lose

I can't afford to tell you for fear that you gon try
To cut me down the sides, don't cut me down the sides

Yes, I've been traumatised, already traumatised, I'm looking out for myself
I got my mama's eyes

Mamas eyes
I got my mama's eyes
Got my mama's eyes (I'm looking out for myself)
Yeah

Seeing this world through a blurry lens, feening for exposure
Finding it hard to remember friends back when we was closer
I was lost looking for a end, how am I supposed
To make it out when I'm keeping in the saddest of emotions?

And for that, though it's hard to say
Don't nobody know me but myself
I feel right at home, but with you, I'm lonely could explain
How it came to be, fuck it though, if only I could change
Then I'll be the me I was always 'spoused to be