What If I'm Happy

I've been doing pretty good since May
I don't have that weight hanging on my shoulders
Now even when those records play
Doesn't hurt the same, hardest part is over

I can think of all the reasons I should try
To pick up all the pieces of my life
And I know it, there's somebody on the other side of this

But what if I'm happy?
What if feels so good to forget?
And what if I let go
And I let someone else in?
And maybe I'm afraid of a clean slate
That you're just another memory to replace
And what if I'm happy, yeah?

I've been wrapping my identity in the bitter sweet
But I don't feel anything anymore
I should close that door behind me, oh

I can think of all the reasons I should try
To pick up all the pieces of my life
And I know it, there is somebody on the other side of this

But what if I'm happy?
What if feels so good to forget?
And what if I let go
And I let someone else in?
And maybe I'm afraid of a clean slate
That you're just another memory to replace
But what if I'm happy, yeah?

But what if I'm happy?
What if feels so good to forget?
And what if I let go
And I let someone else in?
And maybe I'm afraid of a clean slate
That you're just another memory to replace
But what if I'm happy, yeah?

But what if I'm happy when I let go?
What if I'm happy when I let go?