jetlag

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She said baby take your time
Have fun out on the road
Life is but a dream but it depends on where you go
I’ve been meeting people that I hardly fucking know
Hardly fucking know
So now I'm singing woah
This is all I ever dreamed about and God it shows
Swimming through this liquor tryna rid of all my woes
Something in my head is telling me to take it slow
Please just take it slow

Please just take it slow
I’ve been tryna pace it
By erasing who I know
Lifting up my spirit
In a pirouette with ghosts
Dancing with the devil
Every time I fucking smoke
But they would never know
Panic sits before me
In a newly painted coat
I just drank too much so baby
Please don’t rock the boat
Fully automatic I go manic in these notes
This is what I wrote
This is what I wrote

She can tell from my eyes that I'm jetlagged
I'm not talking enough I regret that
My coding is fucked but I cracked that
I put my whole life in this backpack
And I'm hoping that I never backtrack

I hope this is forever
My life put together
A mere apparition
Of me doing better
I'm sick of this weather
Debating on whether
I'm writing this letter
For me or for everyone