Outsider

I want to pull it off
I want to watch it all burn
I'd like to be the outsider
No one by my side

I like to watch TV
I'd love to drown you in the sea
I'm holding bags and drugs for you
To see

I am dead inside
No one there to hold my hand
I wonder myself
Is this hell?

I'm holding a knife
You're standing there
I hate to say the words that you can't say

I am dead inside
No one there to hold my hand
I wonder myself
Is this hell?