Anti Body

Lips synchronized.
Inside stolen skin.
Movements imitated.
Where have I been.

Not my fingers,
Not my hands,
Not my lips,
Not my face,
Not my organs,
Not my limbs,
Not my body.

This is not my body.
This is not my body.

Speechless.
Beyond language.
Abandoned from myself.
Beyond any language.

Not my bones,
Not my eyes,
Not my hips,
Not my head,
Not my feet,
Not my skin,
Not my body.

This is not my body.
This is not my body is not my body is not mine.
This is not my body.

Flesh.
Flesh.

Just a pile of meat.
Just a pile of meat.
A skinbox.
Just a pile of meat.
Inside too cook.
Fat around the belly.
Kneedeep in lies.
Just a pile of meat.
Eat my own shit.
Cut myself in front of the mirror.
Threw up breakfast.
Losing control.

Wrong skin.
I'm in the wrong skin.