afraid of dying

I just wanna escape this world 'cause no one really like my face
I just know I don't need love 'cause these bitches aren't worth the chase
Hope I could just leave the world without me leaving a trace
I don't wanna be seen anymore, my life is a disgrace

I'm afraid of dying but I'll do it if you do the same
You dared me to kill myself, but I guess that was in a game
I guess I'll just be the bigger man and take all of the blame
I wish every day you die, and that's the person I became (fuck)