reflection

Looking in the mirror past my reflection
Asking myself all of these questions
Like, do I really love myself and I can I really trust myself?
I feel like I’m not really here, like I’m just waiting to disappear
I haven’t been myself since 2012 like my minds a prison and my body’s the cell

Asking myself all of these questions
Like did I really learn my lesson?
And will I ever change, or will I always be the same?

I don’t wanna be the same
I wanna grow I wanna change
But I’m scared that I might disappear
I don’t wanna fade away today

Looking in the mirror past my reflection
Asking myself all of these questions
Like can I really love somebody else?
If I don’t even love myself, can u trust somebody else?
If I don’t even trust myself

You don’t know the real me
You just know who I pretend to be

You don’t know the real me
You just know who I pretend to be

Asking myself all of these questions
Like did I really learn my lesson?
And will I ever change, or will I always be the same?
I don’t wanna be the same
I wanna grow, I swear I wanna change
I don't wanna fade away
I don’t wanna fade today