(Wish I Didn't Have To) Lie (feat. Jordy)

I don't hate you
I just hate the way I miss you
And I hate the way it hits me at night

You ruined the J-Train
You ruined Fleetwood for me too
I only think about the good days
Know it's 'cause I'm scared to let go of you

You fucked up New Jersey
You fucked up the way I see myself
I don't think of how you hurt me
But it hurts like hell

It means I'm still in denial, It's a cycle
Another year flies by
It means that I'm still waiting for the day you show up at my door

Oh, I
I don't hate you
I just hate the way I miss you
And I hate the way it hits me at night
I don't hate you
I just hate the way I love you
And I hatе the way I tell myself I'm finе

You messed up late-night drives
You messed up Target for me too
I don't throw away our Polaroids
And I know it's 'cause I'm scared to tell the truth

It's always the littlest things
Sweatshirts and video games
And you probably don't feel the same

I don't hate you
I just hate the way I miss you
And I hate the way it hits me at night
I don't hate you
I just hate the way I love you
And I hate the way I tell myself I'm fine

I wish I didn't have to lie
I wish I didn't have to lie
I wish I didn't have to
I wish I didn't have to

I don't hate you
I just hate the way I miss you
And I hate the way it hits me at night
I don't hate you
I just hate the way I love you
And I hate the way I tell myself I'm fine

I wish I didn't have to lie
Wish I didn't have to lie