Here goes nothing

i will scream until my voice goes out
i wander like a ghost for anyone that will pay attention
so take these words and tell a story of a kid that fell from glory
fell asleep with pen in hand 2am in a crowded van
dreaming of a life other than the one that scares him to death
and he's been running from
a 20 minute window to look inside of me
out here on the table for you to see
here goes nothing
here goes everything