a list of all the things that I regret

I wrote a list of all the things that I regret
Tryna ease my mind before I go to bed
'Cause it's killing me to picture all the moments that we had and what I said
I wasn't myself

I wrote a list of all the things that I remembered
To remind myself of what we used to be
And to make sure I won't forget that it was not just in my head
But hell, I wish it were

And I struggle to let it go
If I could I would change it all
For the better, for the better
I regret

One, I was desperate to get your attention, woah, oh, oh
Two, I messed up the beauty of us
Three, I cried during every discussion and I know that you hated it
And four, not being enough

I wrote a list of all the things that I regret
Just in case I ever get you back again
And if I do, I assure you I will do the same mistakes
'Cause people tend to stay the same

And I struggle to let it go
If I could I would change it all
For the better, for the better
I regret

One, I was desperate to get your attention, whoa, oh, oh
Two, I messed up the beauty of us
Three, I cried during every discussion and I know that you hated it
And four, not being enough

I wrote a list of all the things so I'd forget
How it was to be with you, now I feel like somebody else