I Came Home Late

I'm startin' to get this drunk thing
A coping method of the same damn strain
Already this mornin' I've done 'bout 15 things
Before you got here, I was up at 5 AM

OCD let me do this one thing only
Yeah, I'll be down to sing, but where do I stand?
Ask me how long I'll let this thing own me?
It's all part of the game

I'm bleeding at night
Have no one to blame (I'm bleeding)
Paid for some balance but turned up the same (but turned up the same)
We're eating the night up, keep walkin' this way
I'm beat, and I'm battered, reluctant to change, oh

Your eggs over easy shows that you're shady
There's some things that I can't explain, no I
How have I become so accustom to saying
Certain things I'd never say?

I'm bright-eyed, and when I think of you, I
I might, I shed a tear
You've been holding me down better than
Most of my fears, so

I'm proud of the difference that's in between
Weren't I once the reason that you feel seen?
We're part of the same piece, so why'd you keep doing this to me?
Ah-yeah

Wow, you got some big dreams
I wish I could be there, but we no longer speak
I got some painful gains built into my foundation
Could I do it again?

And no matter what you say, at least I'm honest
It was just time for me to pick some better hobbies
This game only makes more problems
There's no need for VISA
We could probably charge it

I'm bleeding at night, I have no one to blame (I have no one)
Paid for some balance, but it turned up the same
We're eating the night up, keep walking this way
I'm beat and I'm battered, reluctant to change, oh

Your eggs over easy shows that you're shady (so broken and shattered)
There's just some things that I can't explain, no I
How have I become so accustom to saying
All these things I'd never say?

I'm bright-eyed, when I think of you I
I might, I shed a tear
You've been holding me down better than
Most of my fears

I'm proud of the difference that's in between
Weren't I once the reason that you felt seen?
We're part of the same piece, so why'd you keep doing this to me?
Oh-oh-oh-oh, mm

You've taken enough shit from our life tragedies
But this ain't an easy hit, you gotta come swinging
But we ain't no simple defeat
You know it's still just you and me
I swear