Decaying

Goodbye to the way I used to feel
Left me with no time to heal
Thinking this was my destiny
Nothing here to fuckin see
Nothing here to fuckin breathe
Now I’m Falling every part of me
I’m falling over everything
There is no time for me to breathe

I Thought it would be this way
Resting in my decay
Though it would be this way
Resting in my decay

I can’t sleep I’m loosing my patience
I’m aware that I’m just decaying
I am a hopeless
I’m just broken
Can’t call for help cos
I’m fucking choking

I Thought it would be this way
Resting in my decay
Though it would be this way
Resting in my decay

Dug myself a fucking grave
To jump inside and feel no pain
I will never be the same
No clear skies just falling rain

And don’t you ever call again
Cos I’m alone again
My Soul is full of sin
And I gotta atone for them
Time to run and hide
Cos I just wanna feel this fucking high
Just wanna feel this fucking high

I Thought it would be this way
Resting in my decay
Though it would be this way
Resting in my decay

I can’t sleep and I’m loosing my patience
I’m aware that I’m just decaying
I am a hopeless
I’m just broken
Can’t call for help cos I’m fucking choking
I can’t sleep and I’m loosing my patience
I’m aware that I’m just decaying
I am a hopeless
I’m just broken
Can’t call for help cos I’m fucking choking
Thought it would be this way
Thought it would be this way
(Resting in my decay)