How The Silence Wept

As spirits wreathe in winds unseen
And darkness covets all
It would be all to easy
To assume

The truths not what it seems
The truths just as you claim
But isn't that just a lie?

I swallowed shit I took the knocks I played the games
Shunned all the lies and took the pleasure with the pain
And looking back I'd like to think I kept some dignity
Your eyes were gates to emerald waters

They drowned me!
I should've walked away so long ago
If only I'd of known
It wouldn't hurt to just let go

As I close my eyes I recall the days I used to bide
Waiting till the time was right to get you the fuck our of my life
You wanted love?
Or just a toy?
Either way you got it

In a downward spiral time elapsed
Opportunities pissed away on tap
I remained too blind to see
Unashamed to say I cried sometimes
Just thinking what could have been
But those tears fell selfishly

Close your legs
Just this once
You could swallow the sun with that thing

God and Goddess
I ask of thee
Please show this person the troubles they have caused
And make them come back
Times three

And make them come back
Times three

What's left when all is lost?