Just Me

I'm writing sad songs on repeat
Cause if I don't
I'm worried I will suffocate
I got some issues I will talk about
Cause if I won't
I'm worried it'll break me down

I don't got nothing on my conscience
Still I'm feeling so self-conscious
And I hate the way I changed

I wish that I could be more selfish
Cause now I care bout myself less
Than I did, I wish I did

There's part of me a version
Of the person that is also me
And I could tell you all about her
But it's freaking me out honestly

But If I don't take the chance now
I know I never will

Help me understand
Why I shouldn't stay concealed

Cause there's part of me a version
That's imperfect almost perfectly
And that's just me
I've got this book that knows me through
Cause when I feel
I write down every single truth

It's like a shield made out of words
And if it breaks
Tell me would it hurt?

I don't got nothing on my conscience
Still I'm feeling so self-conscious
And I hate the way I changed

I wish that I could be more selfish
Cause now I care bout myself less
Than I did, I wish I did

There's part of me a version
Of the person that is also me
And I could tell you all about her
But it's freaking me out honestly

But If I don't take the chance now
I know I never will

Help me understand
Why I shouldn't stay concealed

Cause there's part of me a version
That's imperfect almost perfectly
And that's just me

If I would let it out
Would you still like me
Now when I come undone
But I don't know how
Say that I'll be ok

There's part of me a version
Of the person that is also me
And I could tell you all about her
But it's freaking me out honestly

But If I don't take the chance now
I know I never will

Help me understand
Why I shouldn't stay concealed

Cause there's part of me a version
That's imperfect almost perfectly
And that's just me
And that's just me
And that's just me