overthinking

Hang on
This is one bumpy ride
If you left tonight, I wouldn't be surprise
You're so cold, the tears they turn to snow
Stuck at home, a million nights alone
And you can feel the weight on my shoulders
Turning rocks and pebbles into boulders
And I know that you saw me falling
If you weren't the one, then who am I calling?

I'm so fucked up
These thoughts just tore me up
Like bullets in my gut
I don't know who I trust
I'm overthinking us
'Cause you said it wasn't lust
But now I guess I rushed
'Cause I'm overthinking us

(Yet again, I'm feeling down oh no)
(Overthinking till drown, woah)
(Need to leave this town)
(But I can't find a way out)

Ah, shit one sec'

Smell the fire in the back room
'Causing chaos, it was you
Keep it quiet, they won't see you
Cut myself off from my friendships
Overthinking it all, I'm so corrupted
Am I the only making up shit?
All because I'm worried 'bout the strife

I'm done tonight
Left it all behind
Wish I realized
That I'm not fortified
So I can feel the tension growing
More and more than I've been showing
Tipping off the edge, I might just do it this time

I'm so fucked up
These thoughts just tore me up
Like bullets in my gut
I don't know who I trust
I'm overthinking us
'Cause you said it wasn't lust
But now I guess I rushed
'Cause I'm overthinking us

(Yet again, I'm feeling down oh no)
(Overthinking till drown, woah)
(Need to leave this town)
(But I can't find a way out)

Can't decide oh what I want tonight
Terrified of what I feel inside