R.I.P.

sometimes at morning
thinking about my life
i see my future
and it make me nauseous
the world wide weight
over my head
and my own world
crumbles by my feet
I look at the window
a sunny summer day
but in my heart
everything is grey

and then I feel my blood gets hot
and I see everything in red

I lose control
you take it away from me
immersed in a rage
that blinds me
you broke the seal
and set the evil free
now at the botton of the lake
rest in pieces

it's stronger than me
my will can't control
a power never seem before posses my boby
consume my soul
and then it happens
the rage guides my hand
i can't remember
what comes thereafter
I feel numb
my consciousness is lost
I need to loose
my repressed feelings
'cause they are eating me away

and then I feel my blood gets hot
and I see everything in red

I lose control
you take it away from me
immersed in a rage
that blinds me
you broke the seal
and set the evil free
now at the botton of the lake
rest in pieces

walking down the street
time passes by
I try don't lose my focus
but my mind go astray
I get myself lost
everytime I see your face

now i try to join
all the pieces
from my collapsed world
the only regret that i find in my heart
is for take so much time to realize
that i've made the wrong choices all this time