Drown

Stomach sinking conversation
Pour your soul onto my pillowcase
Hearts gone cold from overthinking
Bite my nails before I kiss you away

Hard to let you go
I feel incapable
Of loving the way you deserve
Things I’ve failed to say
Keep me up for days
Stuck on the way I’ve been hurt

Oh you’re everything I thought I couldn’t live without
But rivers from my past are flowing over
Time after time after time
Won’t drown myself again
Can’t let you in

Try to find impressive colors
Paint over the shadows of another life
I’m drinking wine in my house of pain
I know that love is a losing game
I just don’t have the strength to play

Oh you’re everything I thought I couldn’t live without
But rivers from my past are flowing over
Time after time after time
Won’t drown myself again
Can’t let you in
Time after time after time
Won’t drown myself again
Can’t let you in

Hard to let you go
I feel incapable
Of loving the way you deserve
Things I’ve failed to say
Keep me up for days
Stuck on the way I’ve been hurt

Oh you’re everything I thought I couldn’t live without
But rivers from my past are flowing over
Time after time after time
Won’t drown myself again
Can’t let you in
Time after time after time
Won’t drown myself again
Can’t let you in