Failures That Befall Me

I regret being so hesitant
About who I am and who I want to be
I'm a skeleton, without pretending
That I'm content with how things are

Well I wish that I believed in God
So that I could blame him everytime
Things go wrong
But instead, I blame myself
And nobody else
For the failures that befall me

I attempt to rise above it all
But it's impossible to have it both ways
To want to be wanted and
To believe that I am, truly

Well I wish that I believed in God
So that I could blame him everytime
Things go wrong
But instead, I blame myself
And nobody else
For the failures that befall me