Confession

Mistakes, repeated, oh God not again
How do I avoid this all, this can't be happening?
The tensions building up, my world starts to crumble down
Do you know what it takes to confess?
Something you've been keeping inside for the longest time
Something you've been keeping inside

It's not that easy
It's not as simple as you think
It's not that easy to put the past behind us

I can't, I can't confess, these feelings in my chest
What am I supposed to do? When I'm dying inside
If I could I would
If I could I would express at the top of my lungs

I've got a confession to make but you'll never care
That's why I'm leaving it all behind
You'll never know how it feels, I've got to let it go
To save myself from all these nightmares

I think the best thing to do now
Is to lock myself and throw away the key
I'm better off dead
But I believe, I'm stronger now
To survive all this mess by myself

This is not my time to lose
I will not give this up
This is not my time to lose
I will not give this up

Mistakes, repeated, over and over again
The consequence
The after-feeling, they've all got to go now
The tensions
The building up
My world starts to crumble down
Do you know what it takes to confess?
I will confess, I'm just waiting for the right time
Truth be told, I wont let you down

This is my confession