Drone

No hope behind that door, that door that brings me back again.
Nothing beyond those walls, those walls that bring me back again.
I would tear down everything if I could to get you away from that door, these walls that bring us here again.

These sad walls with their paint stripped back now, still hold the darkest plans.
These old floorboards, rotting away now, still make the most gruesome sounds.
There is no home here.

Time has disappeared between the cracks in these floors that bring me back again.
Photographs replaced by neglect, a regret that brings me back again.
Overheard you crying again today.

Burdened to stay you said.
A weight on these shoulders, that brings me back again.

Say it isn't so; this isn't it for you right?
Say it isn't so; love will be enough this time?

The flood of guilt overcomes my eyes again.
I should be the brave one.
The one to fix this though I can't fix me.
I wish I were strong, strong enough for the four of us.