Dire Cycles

Imagine the future
Outside of this fog I lost myself in
I'm feeling so gross and vain
I'm not what I seem to represent

In a mirror, contorted
How maddening is when your wrongs are crawling
Itching in your skin
I'm deadened but flustered
In a vicious cycle of guilt, you trapped me I'll drag you in

All this time
To get things right
From the start
From the start
To get things right
Just for this time

Too much information, confusion, sick fixations
And in all this mess you wanted to take a bet
And on my doorstep, you'll leave, I'll crawl, regret
And that's the story, just another upset

All this time
To get things right
From the start
Another try
Does seem right
But not my mind

Ride away and go home (go home)
In a car with nowhere to go (nowhere to go)
Troubles creeping in so slowly (they come so slow)
They only come they never go (they never go)
I find myself out there in this world (in this world)
Among lost souls with no glow (with no glow)
When there's too much to hide
Have somewhere to flow