Without a Reason

Wide awake I'm staring in the dark
And I tear my thoughts apart
But not a single thing will change

For I know and I've known from the start
That what pushed me hard so far
Was the worst of all mistakes

Why do I continue this fight
Without a reason?
I feel like I'm losing my mind
Closed in a prison of lies

Many times I tried to explain
But I knew I couldn't be heard
I was dumb and you were deaf

I choked my will to please your blame
I put myself in chains
Heavier, heavier day after day

Why do I continue this fight
Without a reason?
I feel like I'm losing my mind
Closed in a prison

Why do I continue this fight
Without a reason?
I feel like I'm losing my mind
Closed in a prison of lies

Without a reason
Without a reason