At Night

when i lie down at night
with my face in my hands
i know the words you said were right
i know you'll never understand

but i can't sleep now
with those dreams i almost knew
and my tears are filled with doubt
and my mind is lost in you

now you're so far away
i want to scream to you right now
but i don't know what i'd say
you wouldn't want me anyway
you shouldn't want me anyway