Am I The Only One?

I am always the girl at the party
Whose loud and that's talking
But inside she's doubting herself
And I'm self-sabotaging
The life that I want
'Cause its close and that's scary as hell

People please till I can't see myself
And I get the feeling that they like me more than I like myself

Is that the reason why
I'm showing up happy but sad
A little bit stuck in the past
Maybe tonight's to get mad
Am I the only one?
Telling myself I'm still young
Nothing is ever enough
I'm overthinking too much
Am I the only one?
Only onе

I think I'm cute but not pretty
And that's not for sympathy
I just thought that I'd tell thе truth
I love hard conversations and life's complications
'Cause I got a whole lot to prove

People please till I can't see myself
And I get the feeling that they like me more than I like myself

Is that the reason why
I'm showing up happy but sad
A little bit stuck in the past
Maybe tonight's to get mad
Am I the only one?
Telling myself I'm still young
Nothing is ever enough
I'm overthinking too much
Am I the only one?
Only one
Am I the only one?
Only one

Someday I'll stop saying sorry
Feel good in my body
But until I figure it out
I'm

Showing up happy but sad
A little bit stuck in the past
Maybe tonight's to get mad
Am I the only one?
Telling myself I'm still young
Nothing is ever enough
I'm overthinking too much
Am I the only one?

Showing up happy but sad
A little bit stuck in the past
Maybe tonight's to get mad
Am I the only one?
Telling myself I'm still young
Nothing is ever enough
I'm overthinking too much
Am I the only one?