Living With My Fears

I was inside a fairy tale
Living my life without worrying about my failures
Reality came, there's no one to blame
Life won't be the same

The sky is falling down, I'm afraid I will fall apart
I'm going down

I want to escape, escape from this world
Depression strikes when I have to sell my stuff (oh, no!)

I'm trying so hard to stand
Confused mind
So much shit in my head
And I don't know why

(Fears) I have to live with my
(Fears) fight against all the
Panic attacks, shortness of breath
Overcome

I want to smoke another weed
Need to relax, but my chest won't let me breathe (it hurts)

(Fears) I have to live with my
(Fears) fight against all the
Panic attacks, shortness of breath
Overcome
(Sadness) is the main reason for
(Illness) life fades to black causing
Pain in my chest, the heart is compressed
In my mind

I'm trying so hard to stand
Confused mind
So much shit in my head
What the fuck
Am I mad?